2012

Back at it again! Chill'n w/ bum on a hieneken, waiting to hear back from duc.  LA Bound? haha goodluck homie.  Its been a minute so i decided to blog. wheres Asian Avenue @?  haha aiite goonite

don't be a fool

going back to the olden days.. where thoughts used to be translated in a form of writing; via pen and paper. 

Sometimes, good intentions don't turn out to be good intentions unless you know from different perspectives on how it's being received and accepted.

On another note, it hurts to know you're the root of one's problem. 

emotions

...its about time I've gotten rid of all my negative chi..  everyone has positive and negative chi.. I'm thankful enough to have been exposed to the truth about my negative chi.  Growing up I was always told that I have a positive ora,.. I could remember distinctively all my friends in school would finalize the school year by saying "James, don't change okay?.. you're a great guy."  I had always taken that into consideration but i've been fkd over soo many times in my past w/ friends, lovers, and family that I guess I changed over the course of my life.  I still have positive traits, but not until recently have I noticed my "negative" ones. 

I'm going to start relieving my negative chi by withdrawing myself from the sources.  Its going to be tough but I'm fortunate to have a great support system.  It just sucks that I come from a business sense, and not everyone at the office has positive chi.  I just gotta find myself to associate with the good ones more often.  I used to blame others because of my negativity, but I have dug deep, and found out that in the end you can't really blame others for your misfortunes.  The road ahead is gonna be tough, because i've paved it uphill and I'm at the base.. wish my luck.

she shings bright

..wow it's amazing how the moon can affect your mood.. I'd like to thank my love for that insight.  I was have a crappy day.. confusing, willingness to do nothing.  After a longs days work and frustration, i looked up at the moon.. and then felt at ease.

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whats crazyee is i've been listening to "quynh - hello vietnam" day in day out since i've stumbled upon it. i love this song.